This is a poem i wrote Michaels first xmas in heaven . The emotions are still the same but the pain a little easier. If I had a xmas wish is would be that he br here with us on earth for just one day . We miss you little boy and love you always ! Merry Merry Xmas

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Michael this Christmas was to be your first

And my heart aches for you.

I have your precious brothers with me

But I am incomplete without you



A time of Miracles, a time for Joy

But I cannot see …

beyond the fact, and the hard cold truth

I will not have my baby boy with me



Everyone expects mummy to be ok

“you need to be for your other children’s sake”

But my heart is so empty, I miss you so much

I wish you were here when I wake



In spirit you are with us

They all say

But I will not hold you , see you

This christmas day .



Rita