Thursday, October 18, 2012

How Far I have come

I haven't written in my blog for a while but tonight a feel compelled to write . Perhaps its the fact that Oct 15th was Remembrance day for all the babies/infants that are no longer with us. I have been thinking about Michael a great deal . I guess It goes without saying that not a day goes by where I don't miss my little boy. He is here with me and makes his presence known in many forms. But  I can honestly say that I am at peace with the events that happened almost five years ago . These events made me who I am today and has lead me to a path to finally honour who I truly arm.

I have recently started my Own business called 'Radiant healing' which has brought me back to the person  I was before I said goodbye to my gorgeous boy . This has put me in a position to do what it is that I love doing . What comes naturally to me. Had it not been for my spirituality prior to loosing Michael , I don't think I would have coped as well as I could have. But today I stand before you a loving , strong , renewed women who again is going forward with her spirituality in tact yet knowing who I am , what I stand for and my core values . I owe this to my son . I am who I am and honour who I am as a Divine child of the light here to help in anyway that I can. This is an aspect of my self that denied for so long . An aspect I was afraid to reveal for fear of judgement . But to have a child like Michael and to reveal to the world the circumstances of his death  I have opened my self to the worst possible judgement a parent would ever have to endure and I survived . Why? Because I know in my heart of hearts that  I did what was best for my child and what was best for my family and as a result I have been gifted with the strength to stand true to who I am and what it is  I love to do .

I owe this t o my little boy, who I know has touched the lives of so many with only a few short moments on this earth .

I am in awe of my angel and what he stands for and how he has helped me become the person I am today . And I can honestly say for the first time in a long time I honour me and how far Ive come

This photo captures  far I ve come in a way no words can desecribe

Tonight It felt right to show the world my little man x my boy who I love so much and proud to be his mummy. Hope you dont mind me sharing

Love to all